Dreams

I wanted to write about this for a week or so, but haven't had a chance.

I had a dream about my soon to be SIL (the one I was going to ask to be godmother). In the dream we had gotten into a huge fight. We were yelling and screaming at each other and I was so upset. I don't remember what had started the fight, but I do remember amongst our anger towards each other, she had made the comment that I probably wouldn't want her to be Morgan's godmother because her mom would have to put pictures of Morgan all over the place. (I know, silly, but funny in a way.)

I had gone to my step-brother and he stuck up for me, but my SIL still didn't want to have any part of the baptism. In the dream I felt stuck and I didn't know who I'd chose (since I already was having a tough time). Some time skipped in the dream and I realized that I had chosen one of my dearest, closest friends to be the godmother. She isn't Catholic. I believe she is Christian, (I'm not 100% sure). She does go to church on occasion and has since she was a little girl.

After waking up, I realized that the dream had happened for a reason. Subconsciously, I knew I should pick my life-long friend and not someone I felt I needed to settle for. Why did this not come to me while I was awake....I have no idea.

So, I decided and talked to Gary. We decided we would chose my friend. I asked her within 2 days of the dream and she seemed so excited. She seemed surprised (being that she is a different religion), but definitely surprised. I loved to see the look on her face as I asked her. It was such a joy to have picked the right person in my eyes. It was such a relief to me.

I did also ask my step-brother and he also seemed very honored and touched that I chose him.

I now feel so good about my choices. Don't get me wrong, I love my soon to be SIL, but I worried that my chose was out of necessity, not out of want, which proved to be true once I realized that there was someone else as an option.

Now, all I need to do is call the church and get a date planned. I need to get my butt moving, especially if I want to have the baptism in August!! This summer is already flying by!