And my whining continues
Have said it already how much I HATE the first trimester of pregnancy? Well, I still do. It's the same ol' song and dance, but since this is my blog, I am going to whine and complain again. So bare with me if you want, if not, I understand. There will be better posts in the future, I promise!!
I am so sick of feeling sick. I can't even change Alyssa's diapers at this point. I don't know what I am going to do when Gary goes back to work on Tuesday. Even the smell of it makes me want to throw up.
I feel like I am hungry and I need to eat, but then NOTHING sounds good to me and if I look at the food or even think of it, I just want to throw up. And if I don't eat anything, I feel like I am going to throw up. It is a no win situation here.
I am so sick of feeling tired. I woke up today around 9:15 ish, with Alyssa and Gary. I continued to lounge around and attempted at doing some laundry. Alyssa's clothes are finally clean. I then felt I needed to take a shower, so I did. Gary and I put Alyssa down for a nap, and I thought that was a great idea. So I napped from about 1:30 - 3:00. Then, I thought I better get some other stuff done around the house. Went to do some dishes and I thought I was going to get sick, so I laid down again for about a half hour. And now I am here.
I hate this complaining, but I can't believe that I am only 6 1/2 weeks along and IF this feeling decides to go away after the first trimester, I still have 5 1/2 weeks left.
I feel really bad for Alyssa because she really wants to play with me and climb all over me and have me walk with her around the house (I hold her hands), and I just don't feel like it. To me, I feel terrible for being this way around her. I know she won't remember any of this, but I still feel like a bad mom. I want us to have an awesome 9 months before the baby comes and I feel like I am already giving Alyssa the crappy end of the stick.
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On a another note...I need to come up with a nickname for my baby. I have read several blogs in the past that have just the cutest little nicknames for their growing babies. Monkey, Bean, Pea, Charm are just a few that I can remember off the top of my head. I want a cute nickname for my baby and I feel like all the good ones have been taken. I am having a mental block and can't think of anything cute.
Ok, I suppose I will stop whining now. Well, at least to the internet. Poor, poor Gary has to live with me. I know he is looking for an apartment to rent out for the short term.
And honey....do you really think we want to go through this again?!?!
posted by Linda @ 2:47 PM
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9 Comments:
awww. complain away. I remember how awful it is!
Nickname...hrm...lemme think....
thinking of a nickname for you....
Don't feel bad. I was a LUMP during my pregnancy with Emmie. Poor Lexie saw a lot of me laying on the couch, or puking in the kitchen sink. She didn't seem to mind.
I hope you feel better!
Phew I know that must be rough. Hopefully your sickness with start letting up on you.
I will try to think of some cool nicknames for Baby!
Complain. We don't mind. Really. I have no idea about a cool nickname. I suck at that kind of stuff.
When I was pregnant with Sam, we called him Abbisam for the first half, because his name would have been Abby had he been a girl...but that's not very original.
You could call the baby the Junebug, since I'm guessing he or she was conceived in June if you're six and a half weeks! People might get confused and think you were due in June though. In which case you'd have the gestation of an elephant...ARGH!
I did nothing but whine and complain for 9 months while pregnant with Skyla .. so please feel free. I have so been there. Being pregnant is hard work .. being pregnant and raising a toddler .. well it's just really sucky. I felt so bad, and poor Chip got used to mommy not feeling like doing anything .. then I was on bedrest for 4 months so he really suffered then.
As for cute names .. Chip was circle while I was pregnant with him because when I first found out I was pregant with him my dh said Oh I bet it's the cutest little circle. And it just stuck.
Skyla was little bit.
I'll say it once, I'll say it again and again...this is YOUR blog and you can say whatever you want....so whine away! We've been there. Hang in there!! Hugs!
Would you believe that we called Gracie Shamus?? Well, hubby and my co-worker did. Ryan really likes that name (Lord knows why) and my co-worker knew I greatly disliked it, so they both called her Shamus til the day she arrived. Geesh :)
We're calling a child who doesn't even exist "brister" for brother/sister. So our next bean will be brister.
Its hard to come up with a name, one may come to you guys when you least expect it.
I am still with you on this one! Mine is gradually getting better, but still hanging out with me. I told my husband after this one we are waiting a few years, because at this point I am also sick of being sick (and I am going on 16 wks!! I have been sick for almost 2 straight months!! lol) It sucks, but hang in there and whine away!
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